Hi. My name isn’t ‘Black Star’ it’s the name I’m using to protect my identity. I’m a 17 year old girl from Wales, UK. I love Harry Potter and Anime, and have a keen passion for writing..
I haven’t had the easiest life, I’ve come here to vent my feelings without fear of bullying and abuse.
My life part 1:
It started when I was 11 years old, my mum was diagnosed with lung cancer. My best friend was also moving hundreds of miles away at the time. I was very lost and confused, I didn’t know who to turn to. That’s when I started to hurt myself, it wasn’t something planned and no, I didn’t copy one of my friends. It was innocent, i was pulling on my jeans and caught my leg with my nail, it started to bleed. I noted I didn’t flinch at the pain or panic at the blood, I just wiped it away and enjoyed the comfort of pain to distract me of my feelings. I then started to purposely scratch myself, something so minimal and small, hell I didn’t know it would turn how it did 6 years down the line..